I assume that everyone hates me and thinks I’m awful.
It would be so cool to be a dolphin.
What is dying like?
How can I be more productive?
I will never be good enough.
I’m writing about my mental health stuff without much concern or apology; It’s not something I really feel embarrassed about. I’ve never NOT been depressed, and It’s kind of my thing. So why not Zoidberg?
I’m hoping for an upswing to come before I have to force myself into hypomania next month when I go back to work.
I suppose that’s what I’m doing now and until April - working on my upswing.
Okay, so I have insomnia, which leaves me sort of in this perpetual state of low frame rate and/or tripping balls. Between being up ALWAYS and not really having friends that I talk to, I figure I’d start writing on here in addition to posting my crappy drawings.
I’ve never been particularly good at writing or keeping a journal. I think because I try to compartmentalize and edit everything, it kind of makes me rubbish at sharing anything.